Thursday, August 23, 2012

Frustration and Refreshment


This past few days have had moments of frustration and on the flip side moments of utter refreshment.  Sunday morning was refreshing because of the sermon Pastor Mark gave.  The topic was “Jesus Loves Us” and while I could summarize it- it would just be to your best benefit to listen to it. 









Sunday evening I found out that I did not get the near by nanny job.  It has been frustrating and disheartening to have so many interviews and no bites.  This carried into my Monday as it became hard for me to shake the disappointment of job hunting.  I longed to be by my close friends and family to just feel the sense of disappointment with me and then cheerfully move on.   

I finished all but the cover with illustrating and am more than ready to see it completed in book form.  This project has been refreshing for me as an artist.  It has challenged me to make multiple cohesive works (obviously it is a 33 page children’s book!) and allowed me to dive into watercolor.  I pursued watercolor for a time in the past but not as a more mature artist- and I am loving it!

Tuesday morning I was refreshed to have a long conversation with a friend across the pond.  Molly and I became friends fast- which rarely happens for me- and then quickly were thousands of miles apart.  We are both in the parts of the world we need to be- we just wish they were the same parts.  Though I must say our friendship has joyfully remained and I am grateful for technology to make that happen.  It was great to talk with her “face to face” and catch up with marriage, jobs, art, s’mores and more!    

Today Josh leaves for MN to be in a wedding of close friends.  It is frustrating to not be going with him.  It is hard to believe it has been 5 months since I have been in my lovely home state of MN…sigh…

prayers are welcome :)

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